I'm sorry for not speaking to you for over a year now. It's been too hard after his death,and it's easier to keep going on without communication with you.
That one time. It wasn't meant to be a competition,but I ruined it anyway.
I'm sorry about last night's fight. I was really stressed out about my exams and this paper I'm writing, and I just snapped. That doesn't excuse how I acted, and I promise I won't let it happen again. Next time, I'll let you know when I'm tense instead of just going off like that. You're a great friend who deserves better, and I hope you can forgive me.